it seems like from now on,  i'll never be home for more than a year again.
from last year on, actually, since i started the journey to germany.
i'm the kind of girl, who will be constantly moving, wandering around, keep walking out of her comfort zone, keep making her self new homes.

so, i'm moving to england.
at least for a year, possibly four years.
i don't know yet, it depends on how well england can make me fall in love.

i got several offers to study foundation of art and design, from several universities, several towns.

by the way, i'm doing a foundation year partly because i don't really know what i want to specialised in yet.
i'm not really sure if i want to study art and design at all.
but i will give it a try.

back to the offer.
i chose to go to leeds,
mainly because i was convinced by my teacher who used to live there that it was an awesome city.
and also because the staff their were really friendly.
what a great reason one use to choose their university, right?
i think so too.

plus, it was the only college that had an interview section with me, the others didn't request for one.
which made me feel like this college actually chose me from what i am, while others just look at my application.
this college made me fell like i was chosen because i was good, in some ways.
and i also felt like, 'look! this college has an interview! it must be better than the others!'
which is kind of stupid, kind of psychological.
but again, they always say 'go with your instinct'
and that's where my instinct told me to go.

i can still change though,
after a year, after this course ends
if i don't like art and design, i might study media orjournalism or english instead
if i don't like leeds, i might move to other city
if i don't like england, i might move to other country
germany would be my choice, it wouldn't be too difficult, it's like my second home
or maybe i want to try something new, i don't know
but soon i will.

today in two months, i'll be in england
all by myself.
i got my accommodation and plane ticket sorted,
and i applied for the visa last week.
and sooner than i realised, i'll leave again.
it's a bit scary, but it's such an adventure.
i love adventures.
so i try not to be afraid of what's coming.
i'm exited, and i'm ready
ready, to begin my new life again,
to begin again.
begin again

see you soon, england :)