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loneliness
7:34 PM
remember cuddles in the kitchen...
loneliness.
i don't think i have ever been this lonely in my life
i have been a bit lonely all this time, but then one day
one day, somebody took that empty space
and my loneliness disappeared.
just for one day, just that one day
after that one day, things get worse
because i long for another day like that
which will probably never come
just like a bite of cake makes you want the whole piece
a sip of coffee makes you want the whole cup
a few hours with someone makes me realise how lonely i am
how lonely i have been all this time
it emphasises my loneliness, and the loveliness of being with somebody
feeling blood under the skin, feeling the warmth of each other
being treated gently, kindly and beautifully
being understood
being happy
together
i realise that a few hours is not enough
and never will be
i miss that night
and i want it to last forever
the relaxing music
the dim light
the good feeling
i crave emotional connection with other human being
like i never have been
and i just need someone
that someone who will fill the missing piece
that someone who understands
that someone who holds
that someone who stays
that someone who will
cuddle with me
to sleep
.
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